Hey pippin welcome to us crazy sexy mamas thread!

It's a tough time but you'll get thru this. One day at a time and one step at a time. Deep breaths and take it easy and listen to your body. Recovery from every bit is very slow but every one reacts differently. Do things you enjoy and have happy times.

You will get thru this. It may seem very scary and very lonely but remember we are here with you so just come onto this thread and we will be there to help support as best we can.

Ladies - hope you are all ok. Dizzle let us know you are ok.

Got mammo results and all clear. Hurray!! That's a relief! I am flying off to Canada tomorrow so pushed for results and can relax now.

Keep warm and keep well ladies.

Hi everyone.

Out of hospital....well they wanted to keep me til the weekend but discharged myself. Was worried for my dog and my house. Marker went down to 284 so still really high and still in agony and feel really poorly. Not only that been coughing up blood all day. Petrified it's something sinister but also in the mindset I don't care anymore. Jamie answered saying it wasn't his problem anymore and not to contact him again. How can someone a week ago say the can't wait to call you their wife and how much they love you then be so cold and cruel. I don't understand. If I did this would be a whole lot easier. I'm walking the dog in tears, bursting into tears at the corner shop, crying when some song comes on the radio. I never thought my heart could ache this much. I now know how people can die from it. Never felt pain like it. I don't know what I did so wrong to warrant this. There's something more to it. There has to be. Just didn't see it coming xx

Dizzle

Please please get your dog into kennels ( there are sone great ones out there) and get yourself back to the hospital. Don’t punish yourself for someone else’s stupidity. I know your heart aches but it will mend but your health may not, You feel like you don’t want to go on now but that is letting him win! No man or woman for that matter is worth that. Please please help yourself now. Deal with him later....

I’m there in virtual reality. If I could I would be there,  by your side in person.

Sundial

Completely agree with Sundial. He doesn’t matter, you do. There are many people on here who would be devastated if if any thing happened to you. Without being rude, get your rear in gear and get back to that hospital. 

If necessary, your dog can stay with me until you’re fit to be out and about. 

Oh Dizzle, I am so sorry.

Men can be such b*********s. Do you not have parents or friends around who can give you support.

You must take care of yourself and make yourself strong again. Ring the Samaritans, please don’t give up. I promise you no matter how bad it is at the moment it will get better.

You need to get yourself to the GP they will listen and help you get on track.  

Please please take care and keep talking to us so we can share your pain.

sending huge hugs xx 

Oh Dizzle, I am so sorry.

Men can be such b*********s. Do you not have parents or friends around who can give you support.

You must take care of yourself and make yourself strong again. Ring the Samaritans, please don’t give up. I promise you no matter how bad it is at the moment it will get better.

You need to get yourself to the GP they will listen and help you get on track.  

Please please take care and keep talking to us so we can share your pain.

sending huge hugs xx 

Dizzle believe me when I say I understand what you're feeling. You are strong otherwise this wouldn't have come in your path. This cancer journey realigns the flow of your life and cleanses it from why isn't good. I know you are devastated but he has the problem - not you. Being the martyr and playing roulette with your life isn't your doing. We are here and if you want to private msg any of us on here we will help.

Bring yourself out of this doom by talking to Macmillan. His loss hun. I can think of some very choice words for him but am not allowed to type thwm on here.

This isn't easy - I can understand that as well as most of the ladies on here. An infection will hinder the process and make you suffer even more. No bl**** male species is worth that. Try to gather the strength we are all sending you and contact one of us or someone. Please- I beg of you. Do this for us - we 're here with you and not going anywhere anytime soon.

We will step in when and if you need us to - whoever is closest. You are in a place which is very deep nd May not be able to see it getting better and I the hospital myself but you need to take care of your health. That is number one priority. Nothing else. No arguments. Get yourself back at hospital. What will your poor dog do if you get really ill? Get better as dogs only give love. Take up rileyroo offer or find someone close by. If you don't ask you don't get. There are good people out there who will help you once you explain the situation. 

It is what it is and you must take action now. Have pride in yourself and self respect - he's not concerned so why should you be about him? Be thankful yu had good times and found out his level of strength now. We are here - please please please I beg You, get yourself back at hospital. I send you tonnes of strength.x