Hi Sundial

Don't feel bad I'm sure you been through enough we don't ask for it just have try deal with it all somehow 

Good morning everyone.

I've only been on the pathway for 4 months and on the whole have mostly good days...but when a bad day comes along don't fight it. Why the heck should we not feel sad or down. No one should have to go through this whether it's a relatively short journey like mine will hopefully be...or a longer more complex treatment journey. Sundial it's ok to feel bad if that's how you feel and I'm sure dizzle and tiger cub would not want you to feel guilty or that your feelings have less validation because you haven't had to do chemo. I admire the ladies that get through chemo....you absolutely rock....but so do you sundial so don't beat yourself up hun xxx

Good luck today tigercub. Hope it goes quickly and is the least uncomfortable it possibly can be x

Morning peeps 

bad:- none

good :- well... that was one invigorating walk t school nd back! Was like pushing in a rugby scrum pushing that pushchair lol. Breathing like Darth Vada by the time I got back in. Had t wash face cos was covered in grit. A truly blustery day - Love it :-) 

have as good a day as u can peeps x

Oh no poor you I'm bit emotional today first time I've spent birthday in hospital but celebrate tomorrow .has it just come on today' I have many good days then some days are truly taxing emotional stuff too much .loves and hugs 

Hi Sandra 123 

Yes no inhibitions once you going through tests ect I can talk about poor cancer quite openly can kill a conversation stone dead .last time doc said don't worry if you want break wind great 

Hi tigercub

Yes it’s just come on today but I guess it’s been building for a couple of days.  Struggled with anxiety for the first few weeks but that seems to have gone, I’m just so tired, battling a post op infection, difficult next step decision to make and hubby unwell and starting new meds. All just got a bit too much. I’m sure it will all sort itself out.

and poor you...birthday in hospital.  I’d want a double birthday when I get home. You deserve it.

Sundial

Hi no no one must beat themselves up .when the pip lady came to Do assessment on me she kept saying she understands what it's like to have chemo so I had ask her if she had it them said no so answer my question and I wouldn't wish it on anyone .every ones health issues are equally important .

Totally agree. Can I wish you a happy birthday and although not a day to celebrate today I do hope you can celebrate when home and up to it x