Hi Lorraine

Slowly but surely finding my way to catch up with 'buddies' threads.  Your latest news would have me punching the wall with anger and frustration so feel free to carry on venting your feelings.  We know it does not make things go away but we are all here to support each other.  Really hope that your next round of scans/appointments can give you some way to  move forward with treatment to make you more comfortable.  By the way did you know that 'beauty is in the eye of the  beholder' so those that are supporting you think you need to hear these things.  Its like Max says (hey Max good to see your name cropping up too - sending hugs) they mean well.  Its a line I do not use on my hubby for fear he would get me 'put in a safe place' but its not easy knowing what to say (he is now over four stone lighter because of his illness) and all I can do is buy new clothes that fit.  It does not make it feel better but means I am doing something.

Anyhow Lorriane hope the weather (well I am British what else should I talk about) where  you are is better than here and am sending virtual hugs and listening ears anytime you need to offload. Regards Jules x 

Thanks Max, Jules, and Dave. You're right Max, if we didn't laugh and make jokes once in awhile,  we'd go absolutely mad! And, Jules, punching the wall might help too, although now that we live in an apt., we'd likely get evicted. LOL  Dave, I know what you mean about doctors; some of them have a "sick" sense of humor when they unwind. Really though, they are only human too and I know for many of them, seeing the ravages of illness of one kind or another on their patients day after day has to be depressing for them too. I'm sure there must be days when they question why they stay in the business, but like many professions that are related to a lot of human suffering in one way or another, its' what they do. Thank goodness they are there.

I'm counting the days until I get through this PET scan and follow-up with the doctor. At least then I'll know what I'm dealing with here. I'll be sure to let you guys know the outcome. I have a feeling it isn't going to be great.

Take care everyone. Hugs everybody.

Lorraine

Jo, don't ever feel that you can't, or shouldn't share good news when you get some. That's what this forum is all about and knowing that you have heard something good for a change, gives me the courage and some hope for a possible good outcome on my end. Whether or not that happens, can't and shouldn't dampen your relief and positive feelings. I'm always glad to hear when someone gets some good results, as I'm sure you are too. Savour the good times Jo, goodness knows you deserve them. I'm happy for you and wish I could be there with you to celebrate over a glass of sparkly, just a little one.

Hugs.

Lorraine  

Dear Lorraine .....

Echoing the lovely Jo  -  all the very best sweetheart, we will be thinking about you x

Sending hugs for tomorrow and hoping for the best possible outcome.  Jules x

Thanks Jo, Max, and Jules, I just logged on for a minute and here you are, wishing me well for tomorrow. I'm off to bed early and hoping to get some shut eye, but I'm the world's worst sleeper, especially when I'm facing surgery in the morning. Oh well, a few deep breaths to reduce the anxiety and a hot (well warm) bath, (I can't do hot because I have very sensitive skin). A shower in the morning and I'm off. Hopefully, I will be taken on time. I don't know how things work at your hospitals, but here, we go in the same day of surgery. We're given a "time" to be there, but quite often, we don't get to the OR anywhere near that "time". I waited for 12 hours one time - this is after fasting from midnight the night before, so a total of 22 hrs. without food or water and sitting in the waiting room over there. It was 7 p.m. at night and no one was around to ask anything, so I went and got dressed and was leaving, when a nurse came by and asked where I was going. I told her home, and she said "Oh just wait, we're going to take you soon." I said, how soon? Her response "in just a few more hours". I said "see you later". I filed a formal complaint. I've had several surgeries since then and never had to wait that long again. I guess complaining worked. That's my rant for today. Hopefully, everything goes smoothly tomorrow.

Thanks for your best wishes and hugs. They sure mean a lot and I will post as soon as I can, likely in about a week.

Take care, all of you and I send hugs to you as well.

Lorraine

Hi Lorraine,

Sending you some very special 'moderator' hugs ... We are thinking of you today and hope everything went well for you.

We look forward to hearing how it all went, but make sure you get lots of rest first!

Lucie

Hi Lorraine

Just to let you know keeping you in my thoughts and hope surgery went well and you are comfortable in your recovery.  Hugs  Jules x

Hi everyone, this is just a one liner. I got home from hospital today, so very sore and beat up. This surgery was bigger than anyone expected, even the surgeon. I won't know the outcome until mid Jan. or so, but in the meantime, its' recovery time and hoping for the best. Thanks to all for your prayers, and well wishes. It sure means a lot. I'll get in touch when I'm feeling better.

Hugs and best wishes for a good Christmas.

Lorraine 

Hi Lorraine

My heart goes out to you as you had already been through so much.  Its good that you are at home and am sure will be cherished and give lots of tlc - you derserve it.  As always will keep you in my thoughts and hope you will feel much more at rest. comfortable soon. Sending big hug and am only sorry its virtual but it may be gentler just know. Wishing you peace for Christmas.Jules xx