More Bad News

Hi my forum buddies. I got bad news this morning when I had a follow-up with my lung surgeon. The CT scan I had last week shows two new cancers on my lung, just about the same area that I had a cancer removed 2 years ago. We discussed where we go from here and I made it clear that I'm not going through another surgery on my lung, along with all the surgeries I'm having re bladder cancer. She agreed with me that I've been through the mill for the last almost 5 years now and she understands where I'm coming from. She will order a PET scan as that will tell us what else may be going on. Certainly not what I thought I'd hear today as I actually don't feel too bad, other than the awful issues I'm having with this bladder cancer. Besides which, everyone tells me how well I look. I guess looks are deceiving for sure.

Lorraine

  • Hi Jules, thank you for your kind words. It's lovely to have a little breather between treatments! Hope your weekend is good - will add to your thread soon. Jo xx
  • Jo, don't ever feel that you can't, or shouldn't share good news when you get some. That's what this forum is all about and knowing that you have heard something good for a change, gives me the courage and some hope for a possible good outcome on my end. Whether or not that happens, can't and shouldn't dampen your relief and positive feelings. I'm always glad to hear when someone gets some good results, as I'm sure you are too. Savour the good times Jo, goodness knows you deserve them. I'm happy for you and wish I could be there with you to celebrate over a glass of sparkly, just a little one.

    Hugs.

    Lorraine  

  • Dearest Lorraine, just wanted to wish you all the best for tomorrow. Not sure whether you'll see this before you set off, but be assured, your forum buddies are thinking of you and looking forward to seeing your name pop back on the forum when you're able. Biggest hugs to you sweetheart, Jo xx
  • Dear Lorraine .....

    Echoing the lovely Jo  -  all the very best sweetheart, we will be thinking about you x

  • Sending hugs for tomorrow and hoping for the best possible outcome.  Jules x

  • Thanks Jo, Max, and Jules, I just logged on for a minute and here you are, wishing me well for tomorrow. I'm off to bed early and hoping to get some shut eye, but I'm the world's worst sleeper, especially when I'm facing surgery in the morning. Oh well, a few deep breaths to reduce the anxiety and a hot (well warm) bath, (I can't do hot because I have very sensitive skin). A shower in the morning and I'm off. Hopefully, I will be taken on time. I don't know how things work at your hospitals, but here, we go in the same day of surgery. We're given a "time" to be there, but quite often, we don't get to the OR anywhere near that "time". I waited for 12 hours one time - this is after fasting from midnight the night before, so a total of 22 hrs. without food or water and sitting in the waiting room over there. It was 7 p.m. at night and no one was around to ask anything, so I went and got dressed and was leaving, when a nurse came by and asked where I was going. I told her home, and she said "Oh just wait, we're going to take you soon." I said, how soon? Her response "in just a few more hours". I said "see you later". I filed a formal complaint. I've had several surgeries since then and never had to wait that long again. I guess complaining worked. That's my rant for today. Hopefully, everything goes smoothly tomorrow.

    Thanks for your best wishes and hugs. They sure mean a lot and I will post as soon as I can, likely in about a week.

    Take care, all of you and I send hugs to you as well.

    Lorraine

  • Aww LorraineD,im so sorry to hear your news today you where the first one to offer me support and all i can do now is offer you wishes and prayers xxx

     

  • Hi Lorraine,

    Sending you some very special 'moderator' hugs ... We are thinking of you today and hope everything went well for you.

    We look forward to hearing how it all went, but make sure you get lots of rest first!

     

    Lucie

     

     

  • Hi Lorraine

    Just to let you know keeping you in my thoughts and hope surgery went well and you are comfortable in your recovery.  Hugs  Jules x

  • Hi everyone, this is just a one liner. I got home from hospital today, so very sore and beat up. This surgery was bigger than anyone expected, even the surgeon. I won't know the outcome until mid Jan. or so, but in the meantime, its' recovery time and hoping for the best. Thanks to all for your prayers, and well wishes. It sure means a lot. I'll get in touch when I'm feeling better.

    Hugs and best wishes for a good Christmas.

    Lorraine