hi im 36 mother of 3 n diagnosed dec 23. ive had 2 ops n 5 of 6 chemo n finding it very hard at mo. feel so peed off n cant get rid of that feeling. would love to chat. x
I agree you do look lovely without your hair and I have nothing but admiration for you, I hope that once mine falls out, I too will have the courage to go oh natural!!.
I've been to Manchester today and bought a wig which is as close to my own hair as possible, part of me thinks oh what the hell lets just shave it off and have done with it but I keep thinking and hoping I guess that maybe just maybe I will be that 1% that doesnt loose it or that because it is so very thick it just might go very thin and not fall out all together,
In my heart of hearts I know I'm just clinging on to a dream but for now its all I have so I guess when those first strands start to fall the clippers will have to come forward and do their thing.
I do love reading everyone's posts they are so inspiring so thankyou everyone and also to you Tony you seem to be able to comfort everyone with your wise words (thankyou)
Im not sure whats going on with my computer at the moment but it keeps jumping into rich text and wont let me edit it to change it, if anyone has any ideas how to change this I would be most grateful x
Glad you were able to find a wig that you like.If you do loose your hair you will have to tell us who you look like and we shall start a new thread where everyone has to add their lookalike without hair.i had visions of sinead Oconnor as well but looked more like Matt Lucas from little Britain.On the plus side you save a fortune on shampoo !www.cancerchat.org.uk/.../!! I didnt go out without my wig(unlike Matt) and they are so good now that no-one could tell.Dont forget to use chemo to its best advantage if you cant get an appt. at the dentist or doctors.i just say Oh OK the only thing is im on chemo and appts appear from nowhere.
We have to have some good out of this.;)
sorry cant help with your computer.I thought you liked to shout a lot!! Ive only just found out how to put a smilie on here.
Good luck.You sound so much more relaxed than your first post.
Yes I do feel a lot more relaxed now, and that is thanks to all of you, my surgeon is really pleased with my more positive approach and when I explained how I had met you guys online he asked for the website so he could recommend it to future patients.
I promise as soon as I go bald I shall post a picture 1st with my hair 2nd with no hair and then 3rd with wig hair, there has been some laughter today trying on the different wigs I didnt realise how different a hair style can change your appearance Ive been so boring all my life having the same style ...so heres to a new me x
Thanks everyone for your kind comments - much appreciated.
My little girl had a friend home for tea this afternoon, and she asked if she could see my hair. I took my bandana off, and she stroked my little fluffy head so gently.
I felt like a pet rabbit!
You're all doing so well. Its wonderful that we have this forum to give each other help and support.
well we had a right weekend of it. saturday lunch a kid knocks on the door, liams broken his leg or something! we called an ambulance. oh god whats happened?! jon goes to car, wouldnt start. so off he ran. liams crying n got a hole in his leg jon said. he fell off a branch he was sitting on not very high up, then a broken 1 stuck in his leg. his mate had to lift his leg up to get it off the branch. so jon runs home then to garage to get a new battery n tries to run home again. ambulance takes liam hospital n we follow once mum n dad arrives n key was working. jon is knackered on drive over!
so anyway, doctor said he would have to go to surgery. needed to make sure it was clean n try to close it up. after a few hours they move him to kid ward. liams being wheeled in his bed n heres me in wheel chair following him. what a sight! 7pm n he still hadnt gone down for op. then we were told he wouldnt be going down til about 10. not ideal for me to stay in hospital with infections n ill people so jon drove me home. so i had charly to look after with dylans help n jon goes back to hospital to stay with liam. 3 nts they were in! luckily he was a good little boy, til mon after nursery. then he was a right mardy ******! liam went for 2nd op on mon n luckily hadnt tore any tendons n had it stitched up. it was size of a golf ball n inch n half deep, tore through his muscle but should be fine as it heels. hes been a soldier n handled it all so well. but ive been stressed, worried n very tired. feeling better today apart from 'the legs'. jon however, is dead knackered after 3 nts of hospital. we are back there tomorrow to sort out about rads. dylan went to school today only to call up about 11, i feel sick mum. oh not something else!
so as you can imagine, we are hoping for a quiet weekend. might not get it like, but still hoping. hows you lot doing then? i hope treatment is going well for you all. patrica? where are you? miss you we do! anyway take care all of you.
my how you have come along since you joined! you sound like youre in a place where you can deal with it all n im so thankful for that. you said before you wanted to write words of wisdom to help others n you have. you have a story to tell just like the rest of us.
it would be so nice to meet all the ladies n tony 1 day. but some are up in scotland n northern areas n im in cornwall so god knows where we would meet! hopefully 1 day.
about the hair thing, think we all hoped we would be the 1% that didnt lose it. you even believe it a bit! you know even now it shocks me sometimes when i look in the mirror. i dont do it very often without something on my head. i still dont like it. i dont look n think thats alright. as ive said before, my ears stick out which dont help the baldness! i even think about hair colour then remember i havent got any. dont feel bad if you dont like it, just try n forget about it n dont keep looking in the mirror. you will look lovely in your wig, though dont know how comfortable it will be.
ive been trying to upload a pic on here, spent a few hours trying to. it wont upload my pic, any idea how we can do it? mum even tried doing it from desktop but that didnt work either.
anyway glad youre doing well. lots of love leonie xxxx
Gosh Leonie you have had your hands full, glad your wee boy is doing well and fingers crossed for you that you guys have a quiet weekend with no mishaps. I'm feeling goo, go for 2nd chemo next wednesday, my hair is now coming out when brushing it, mostly from underneath at the back and most of the hair is dark so must be coming right form the roots as i dye my hair blonde (let the fun begin lol, also starting to lose my body hair from you know where). I don't fancy baldy patches all over my head, but here i go again but does it fall out in clumps or does it just come away gradually in my brush? as i dont fancy baldy patches, think that makes people look ill, if it continues just to thin then fine, im just so anti shaving it, i really am i know that sounds weird and i may have to but it frightens me lol. any advise? Col
My hair 'thinned' in the same way you describe - gradually coming out with brushing. Some hair absolutely refused to give up, though, so I ended up looking like Bobby Charlton for quite a while. After a couple more chemos, it had thinned to such an extent that I was just about bald.
I got a bic razor out just after the last chemo, and just gently shaved the remaining bits of hair off so that when my hair grew back it would all come in at the same time. I was like you - I didn't fancy the idea of getting it shaved off early on - I strangely felt quite loyal towards the bits of hair that had clung on for dear life! Daft, I know!
Just remember Colly - this is temporary. Your hair will grow back, so try not to get down about it. Its horrible at the time, I know, but it is temporary.
You're doing really well, and so's everyone else on here - despite our kids' mishaps!
I am sure you will get loads of advice and shaving your head gets people in so may different ways....one good positive position is, I have heard some ladies say that they felt liberated when they had shaved their head....obviously a different train of thought!
It always breaks my heart to hear you ladies talking about your hair and losing it as I know how important it is to you - me I love a skinhead, it takes me back to my late 70s and 80s youth when many of the girls shaved their heads.
oh shents, youve got such a way with words. you had me n jon laughing our heads off!
sorry to say col but i did get some clumps. i also had some stubborn little patches that refussed n still got them now. i went bald from front backwards, but still have hair round my neckline. i also have loads of new hairs that are about an inch long; like my dad on his bald patch! i used clippers on my head, but if i was you, i'd leave it about an inch long so it doesn't irritate. otherwise, love, just leave it till youre ready.
