Hi GoingToBeatThis,  I am sorry to hear about your diagnosis.  I have same as you, have bone mets.  I am on same medication except not zoladex.  I was diagnosed in 2024.  When I first met my oncologist he asked me what I knew about my cancer.  I said I know it is terminal and he said no it is not terminal.  It is not curable but it is treatable.  I didn't know that I would see Christmas.  Now am in a much better place and have been on holiday to Portugal last year and going to Iceland this week.  I am living with this disease and have decided to live the best life I can.  I don't have young children though so that must be scary.  My cancer is now stable so that is good.  I thing you can phone the helpline on here tomorrow for someone to talk to.  I had counselling that Macmillan organised for me and it helped.  I am also doing online zoom courses through the cancer charity Penny Brohn and find these really helpful.  Sending you hugs and I am here if you want to chat.

Lee x