Hi Noise n mess.  I don't really know what to say to you.  I do know the fear on the unknown is very scary.  I had breast cancer in 2012 and had surgery, chemo, radiotherapy and then medication for 5 years.  It took me two years to cry afterwards.  Last year I was diagnosed with secondary breast cancer with mets in most of my bones, including pelvis, spine ribs and skull.  When I found out I was so scared and felt alone and my whole world was turned upside down.  This year I feel better because I have to, I dont want to give in to negative thoughts.  I do have a wonderful husband and great friends.  Staying positive takes a long time I think and we can't be positive all the time.  I have just turned 60.  I know I am rambling but I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone.  I am here.

Lee x

Hi Noise n mess.  I don't really know what to say to you.  I do know the fear on the unknown is very scary.  I had breast cancer in 2012 and had surgery, chemo, radiotherapy and then medication for 5 years.  It took me two years to cry afterwards.  Last year I was diagnosed with secondary breast cancer with mets in most of my bones, including pelvis, spine ribs and skull.  When I found out I was so scared and felt alone and my whole world was turned upside down.  This year I feel better because I have to, I dont want to give in to negative thoughts.  I do have a wonderful husband and great friends.  Staying positive takes a long time I think and we can't be positive all the time.  I have just turned 60.  I know I am rambling but I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone.  I am here.

Lee x

I, too, knew the fear, of the unknown. I send my support.