I have just recently been diagnosed with colorectal cancer ( (just a week ago ) I've yet to find out what stage it's at or if it's spread , all scans done just waiting on results , my first appointment with my oncologist is in 2 weeks time and to say I am absolutely terrified is an understatement , so much so that I'm having panic attacks , all my family and close friends have been amazing and I'm trying to put on a brave face , I just can't let it sink in that I have cancer I'm also googling way too much which isn't helping
