Can’t cope

I'm not sure how to even start this as I just can't stop crying.    I was diagnosed with breast cancer on Tuesday although they'd told me a week earlier that he was 98% certain it was. 
My brother was diagnosed with bone marrow cancer in December he's now on chemo injections and tablets. 
My mum has had breast and bowel cancer in the last 8 years she's now in remission. 
My sister was diagnosed with breast cancer 18 months ago she's had treatment and mastectomy and was doing really well, she's been poorly for a few weeks and was yesterday diagnosed with a brain tumour which they suspect is cancer. 
Im litrally losing the will to live, I can't stop crying.                       
We all have neurofibromas type 1 which I've now read has a high risk of cancer. I'm a nervous wreck worrying about all my family members. 
How can this word be so cruel to hit so many members of one family in such a short time. I really don't know what to do x

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  • Oh linny, I've just responded to your message, I'm so sorry that you have found yourself I. The club no one wants to be part of. 
    I promise you your reactions are completely normal. Cry it out if you need to. You can and will get through this, you are so much tougher then you could even possibly imagine. You can reach out anytime xx ps didn't get any notifications of your message! But will keep a close eye on it. My 3 rules 

    smile always- 

    bad days pass

    positive thoughts. 
     

    these 3 statements are my mantra !! 

  • Hi 

    Thanks for the reply's it's been a long week. 
    My sister had her op today and they've removed all of the tumour she gonna have gamma radio, her op went well and she's back on the ward eating

    I've been for pre-op today got my op on the 9th for a mastectomy, they've said I go back in 3 weeks for results as to what further treatment I will need. 
    if my sister can get through all this I'm pretty sure we all can as well 

    Hope your all keeping well how are you all getting on with your treatment x

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  • Hi 

    Thanks for the reply's it's been a long week. 
    My sister had her op today and they've removed all of the tumour she gonna have gamma radio, her op went well and she's back on the ward eating

    I've been for pre-op today got my op on the 9th for a mastectomy, they've said I go back in 3 weeks for results as to what further treatment I will need. 
    if my sister can get through all this I'm pretty sure we all can as well 

    Hope your all keeping well how are you all getting on with your treatment x

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