Can’t cope

I'm not sure how to even start this as I just can't stop crying.    I was diagnosed with breast cancer on Tuesday although they'd told me a week earlier that he was 98% certain it was. 
My brother was diagnosed with bone marrow cancer in December he's now on chemo injections and tablets. 
My mum has had breast and bowel cancer in the last 8 years she's now in remission. 
My sister was diagnosed with breast cancer 18 months ago she's had treatment and mastectomy and was doing really well, she's been poorly for a few weeks and was yesterday diagnosed with a brain tumour which they suspect is cancer. 
Im litrally losing the will to live, I can't stop crying.                       
We all have neurofibromas type 1 which I've now read has a high risk of cancer. I'm a nervous wreck worrying about all my family members. 
How can this word be so cruel to hit so many members of one family in such a short time. I really don't know what to do x

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  • hi i read your post try and stick in there darling its hard and cruel i have cancer as well and i am currently sufffering with chemo mouth and reallly bad sore lips i know its hard when most of your family have been hit with this its the same for me most of my family have cancer and are trying to battle it we are alll here for each other and we will always support each other if u just want to rant and get it in to the open we will listen to you and suppport you to the best we can you take care darling we we will always be here for you

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  • hi i read your post try and stick in there darling its hard and cruel i have cancer as well and i am currently sufffering with chemo mouth and reallly bad sore lips i know its hard when most of your family have been hit with this its the same for me most of my family have cancer and are trying to battle it we are alll here for each other and we will always support each other if u just want to rant and get it in to the open we will listen to you and suppport you to the best we can you take care darling we we will always be here for you

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