Squamous cell cancer of the tonsil

Hi my names jayne 51 years old and was diagnosed following a biopsy a week ago. To say it was a shock is an understatement.  Ive gone through every emotion imaginable in one week. I had CT and MRI scans 4 days ago and now waiting for an MDT in the 28th to decide my treatment. The laugh able thing (if there is one) is that i was a chemotherapy nurse but now i feel like a fish out of water. I have been talking to one person on here called Hazel who has been really helpful and supportive but if anyone has any experiences they want to share please feel free and if i can be of support to you i will be. X jayne