Hi

I would just like to introduce myself as I am new to this site (Didn't think I would ever become a member). I lost my fiance John 4 weeks ago today to a metastatic melanoma. He was diagnosed with skin cancer 18 months ago and he was in remission for a while. Unfortunately a secondary cancer had got back in and it spread to his brain. No one knew that he had this until the day that he passed away. John only suffered with headaches two weeks prior so it wasn't a major cause for concern.

I am struggling at the moment to carry on and I just wish that I could join him very selfish of me I know because I have a 4yr old son tha depends on me.

I just want to know if anyone has experienced/going through the same as me?..............