My name is Sarah and I am 33yrs old. I lost my partner John on the 22nd March to a Metastatic Melanoma. He had skin cancer for about 18 months and was in remission for a while. A secondary cancer got back in and spread to his brain. Still such a shock to me as he was only 35yrs old and no one knew how ill he was. We were getting married on the 31st August this year and I miss him terribly.