Hang on in there.  My heart goes out to you.  I know that frightened feeling.  

Thank u for replying I thought I was on my own out there x

Mornings are the worse just one thing can set it off 

I think cancer can be a lonely place 

Unless you have it you cant imagine the trauma it causes.  I feel no one understands at all.  

I use to have a lovely busy life but I can’t do what I used to do 

I’m thinking about looking into volunteering but I fall asleep a lot so that won’t be very good 

No one understands it’s harder as it goes on as people around me disappear 

Well you could do just very minimal hours. I don't know the answer to that really.  I do know the more time I have to think and dwell on the cancer the more I head in a downward spiral.

I have bladder cancer but I am waiting to have my bladder removed.  I also have other symptoms which make me think I have lymphoma but that hasnt been diagnosed as yet.  I have been waiting for 6 months from the day I first went to GP.  I cry on a daily basis but I do know my mind runs riot with every pain I have I think its spread.  I know bladder removal is a big op and I am 68 years old with not the best set of lungs :-(.   I just have to leave it in the hands of the docs.  

It’s hard when you sit and think about it all I hope you are ok x

I hope you get the answers you need soon , 

I have a break from treatment at the mo 

but still taking my chemo tablets every day x

That’s such a horrible feeling , it’s hard to get back on track again .

Happy new year to you I hope you are having a gd couple of days xx

I hope the New Year brings you better health and peace of mind.  

Do you have family to lean on?  Of course we try to protect those close to us.

I feel health wise the prospect with me it isn't great , if I could get peace of mind.  Weird how when I heard of someone with cancer I thought how horrible it must be for them but to be honest I really didn't have a clue.  My heart goes out to you and the countless other who have had this cross to bear for years.

Take care and try to make the best of every moment.XX  

I hope the New Year brings you better health and peace of mind.  

Do you have family to lean on?  Of course we try to protect those close to us.

I feel health wise the prospect with me it isn't great , if I could get peace of mind.  Weird how when I heard of someone with cancer I thought how horrible it must be for them but to be honest I really didn't have a clue.  My heart goes out to you and the countless other who have had this cross to bear for years.

Take care and try to make the best of every moment.XX