Just me - ocular melanoma, opted to have my eye removed

Hi im julie, I found out in June I had cancer in my eye , and ocular melanoma . I was given 3 options . I opted to have my eye removed . It will be only 4 weeks on friday , I've had nothing from the team . I don't speak to anyone till the 20th of October.  Im struggling . I thought it would be easy I have another eye but it really isnt . X x x ️