Hello,
I was doing a search and came across this forum so thought I'd sign up.
My dad has prostate cancer. He first took a course of hormone tablets, then Thursday was his first radiotherapy session.
The radiologists/radiographers were so lovely on Thursday. It was like a kind of calm in all the chaos in a way because it just felt quite reassuring. My dad had a bit of an off day yesterday into last night and into the early hours of this morning, but things seem to have calmed down for now.
Today's been a rough day for me. I said something like that on a mental health forum and it felt odd to say that when it's my dad thats going through it all and the treatment. I know those close to those with cancer goes through different emotions too but today it just felt odd. I'd heard how anxious dad was last night and I could not relax myself. Eventually I'd only got about three hours sleep after I got quite upset. I'm quite an anxious person anyway and l overthink a lot, so there's a lot going on...
That's it for now, I think.