The fact that I used to have cancer at a young age, makes me feel insecure, because people make jokes about it and can use it to make fun of you, growing up I always use to ask myself “oh why me?” and things like that, anytime someone tells me they have had cancer I get so happy, not because it happened to them too but because it makes me feel like I’m not the only one who had it. I believe that cancer was one of the bad things that have ever happened to me, because I can’t believe I had a disease, and how it makes my life so bad, and I didn’t know what I did do deserve it because I am such a nice and a pretty innocent person, I still feel so sorry for myself, and I feel like I can’t tell people without laughing or them making fun of me about it, unless I trust them enough to. Although, people consider cancer as “normal” or “common” and I don’t believe that, and I believe that some people don’t believe it is either because they make jokes about it and people find that someone having it is funny because you loose your hair and that which is what makes it a bad thing. No one likes cancer, that’s why I’m so insecure that I even managed to get it, when I believe I didn’t deserve to get it and wish I didn’t get it in the first place.
