I have a history of testicular,prostate,kidney and Adrenal cancer. I have been lucky to have the benefit of modern surgery in the hands of skilled oncologists. However it has spread to my lungs. My case is under review by MDT at hospital on Monday so I expect a consultation soon. My initial response is to refuse any toxic therapy and ask for holistic palliative care and treatment for symptoms that arose from the condition. This is based on my age 85,my marital status : widower wef 6 May 23. I was married for 64 yrs. My co-mobidity which includes hypertension high BP, overweight BMi 33 and Adrenal insufficiency. I am not frightened of death but I am anxious about the process of dying. I have not yet discussed my potential refusal with my dust children (my Daughter is 60 and Son 58. My condition incl a HILAR mass so stage 4. I think I would prefer not to risk the many side effects of therapy bit,of course,accept that my life my end earlier. This is clearly a very personal desicion and I will listen to the consultant before I make it. I have gad a successful and happy life and marriage but think I have made a legitimate case for refusal.
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