Hello!
I guess I was very naive to think cancer wouldn't hit so close to home.. my grandad was diagnosed with terminal liver cancer.. I do believe it's secondary & there's nothing they can do.
In a way I feel relieved that it's a diagnosis but scared like hell because he's going to leave us sooner.
he's 89 years old and just gone so frail. It breaks my heart, He waits for me and my sister to drive home from work everyday in his little porch. He's also the last grandparent I have alive. All my others have passed on so I'm also sad.. once he goes I won't have any grandparents to dote on me :( I appreciate this sounds really selfish but I know he has to leave us but even knowing that doesn't help.
im trying to make as many memories as I can but it's so tough when out the blue my heart feels like it's going to shatter. There are days I just feel so low and upset I don't know what to do other than cry. If anyone has any tips on how to support yourself during this time I'd appreciate it...
