Hi, dying of cancer, woe is me, sad sad sad is me, been at a pain problem for a couple of weeks, which I mean by is I needed more meds to stop me from curling up on the bedroom floor and wishing for things that were inevitable.

The thing is I have traitors to watch, my car to sort out( it failed the  MOT wishbone bushes and brake discs) so my palliative care nurse made an appointment to the doctor. So I have Tongue cancer and the first thing the doc says is to open wide and I forgot that was a bad Idea, because then the lovely doc had to get lots of tissues. Needless to say I'm on 75 fentanyl patch and 500MG pregabalin and tonight just a little bit of hot chocolate(wink wink). Take care.