yes i'll try. i'll also talk to my normal pyshciatrist to see if i can get something through them. i am having my medication increased soon so i'm hoping that will help as well

Good, is it Depression tablets I was on Citalopram, you have to find the medication that suits you, because everyone is different.

me too, waiting knowing there in pain is so hard. its such a weird thing to go through. knowing that she's going to die of this illness but having no idea when. it sounds so morbid saying this but its almost as if we were given a timeline and now were waiting for her to die. its so hard to come to terms with the fact that my mother isnt going to be here at some point and that i'll have to live without her when i'm sitting next to her. we're doing as much as we can together but having convos about is a struggle because you never know when the last one will be. 

yes i'm on sertraline at the moment after being on a different one. this one does seem to be helping a lot more but i still struggle so we're upping the dose

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I know it sounds morbid but I think you’re right that’s how it feels sometimes anyways I’m so glad you get to have those conversations my mum really struggles/refuses to talk about it all with me since she just wants to enjoy our time and obviously I do too and I feel guilty for not just going along with it but she’s the only one I can talk to properly yes therapists are helpful but I mean it’s not my mum 

i completely get what you mean. my mum is the only person i feel like i can be truly honest with. i know its not the same, but i can always talk to you about things that are happening or if you need a distraction from it all. i do hope she begins to open up and talk to you more. just remember that youre not alone <3

I’m not sure if you’ve thought of this but try contacting RIpRap. They are for children who have a mom or dad with cancer. Look them up online. They should be able to help. 

i've never heard of them. i'll definitly check it out thank you