Hi I'm a grieving 41 year old who has just lost her older sister of 48 years of age to

stage 4 cancer. I don't know how to deal with this it's ripped my family apart. My sister complained of stomach pains for the last 12 months and gps referred her to  hospital she had a few scans and they said she had IBS! The pain in her stomach continued so she took herself to a&e we're they scanned her again and 2 weeks later the results came in. She was told

ahe had a very rare form of cancer and it was terminal and it was incurable. We done all we could to prolong her life but 4 months after she was diagnosed she passed away. They day before she got her results she was working away like nothing was wrong with her. I'm so

angry confused and I don't know how to cope with her gone. She left behind 3 boys who rely on her for evwrything I will make sure they are ok but I do t know we're to start. Life is so cruel