I am so sorry for your loss. That is totally tragic and very unfair and cruel. I'm very sorry.

How you're feeling now is completely normal. We all experience death and coping afterwards differently, there is no right or wrong way to feel and cope with this. I know how it feels, that feeling like time is stopped and your brain just freezes and can't really take anything in and process it. It's all normal and I promise you it will get better, maybe not straight away, but one day you will smile again.

We are all here for you anytime you need us. You can vent here when you need to and we will listen and offer support.

Pigtails xx

Thankyou. It's just a

shock and why her my sister a mother who did t deserve this but does anyone see serve this vile illness who just comes into our lives and completely ruins family lives! We worry about silly little things day in and day out and then this freak of an illness

does not care for anyone

im still angry sorry

Hi I'm in a similar situation. It's horrible. I will send you a private message

Feel free to talk. I came across this forum and I'm choosing to vent and get it all out on here. Sorry if I'm to straight forward but this is my way and I hate the world and everyone in it right now so I need to vent

It's totally ok to be angry, upset, shocked. There's no wrong way to feel during this. It's so hard and it is so unfair. Sadly it's life but that doesn't make it any easier for anyone.

I went through this with family before I got it. I remember feeling the way you do after.

Cancer doesn't care who it invades or who it affects. 

You can vent as much as you need to.

Pigtails xx