Hi Hannah,

Firstly I'm really sorry to hear about your Mums diagnosis. 

I came accross your post and it was so similar to how my Mums illness was that I wanted to reply. 
 

My mum was diagnosed with bladder cancer in October 2021 which had spread to her lungs, liver and spine. Like your Mum she had radiotherapy and was on a lot of pain medication. 
 

She went into a hospice in November and we'd planned to get her home - bed, care package, everything was in place. Sadly she deteriorated a lot quicker than we'd hoped and so in the end we couldn't get her home. She passed away just before Christmas. 

Before she passed we chatted about getting her home and actually, like your Mum she felt the medical attention was going to be better in the hospice and I have to say looking back it really was.  She needed a lot of breakthrough medication and looking back, I feel like not getting her home was probably a blessing for her. The hospice staff were amazing and were able to manage her pain in a way that I don't think would have happened at home. They could ask the drs for alternatives when something wasn't working well, could give her things to calm her and were always on hand when she needed something. Latterly she couldn't get out of bed but the staff were so attentive, changing her position etc and giving her care that I'm just not sure would have been the same for her at home, as much as we would have tried our best. hospice staff are just a different breed of amazing people with so much experience. 

Whatever decision you come to together will be the right one for you and your Mum. It's the most difficult thing to go through and horrible decisions to have to make. 
 

I'll always feel sad that we never got my mum home but knowing how well looked after she was made a stressful, desperately sad situation a wee bit easier to deal with and meant that as a family we could spend time with her in a calm, supportive environment without having to wait on district nurses to arrive etc. 
 

I hope this helps and that your Mum is comfortable. 
 

Wishing you all the best,

Kat 

 

Hi Kat

Im really sorry to hear about your mum, it seems that we both got the awful news at the same time. Its scary how quickly life can change, and i wish she could be just slightly more mobile so we could take her to the beach or do something nice just 1 last time.

Its causing lots of fallouts within the family as everyone has their own opinion. We are going to have a meeting with the team at the hospice next week and see what is available. I learned that if you are expected to live 3 months you can get fasttracked and recieve a carer overnight and 3 or 4 times a day at home free of charge..so we will see what we can do. Scary watching her deteriorate...

Thank you for all your help and advice its conforting to know that the support and care your mum got was of a high standard.

Hannahx xx

Hi Kat

Im really sorry to hear about your mum, it seems that we both got the awful news at the same time. Its scary how quickly life can change, and i wish she could be just slightly more mobile so we could take her to the beach or do something nice just 1 last time.

Its causing lots of fallouts within the family as everyone has their own opinion. We are going to have a meeting with the team at the hospice next week and see what is available. I learned that if you are expected to live 3 months you can get fasttracked and recieve a carer overnight and 3 or 4 times a day at home free of charge..so we will see what we can do. Scary watching her deteriorate...

Thank you for all your help and advice its conforting to know that the support and care your mum got was of a high standard.

Hannahx xx