I'm so absolutely scared of losing my wife of 28 years to breast cancer....... we have an appointment tomorrow with the oncologist ...... we do everything together and I'm so scared , frightened...... I'm 52 , my wife 57 , no children.......basically I'm going to be alone, I know I won't be able to work, I'm barely functioning in work now....... to lose the love of my life would be unbearable, I have panic attacks now just thinking about it......... to see my wife not well is so tough........ I don't know what to do I'm crying all the time when I'm alone....... I have never lived on my own...... and having no family is tough really tough, the friends we have all are busy with work, I don't know what to do