I am someone who has lost someone dear to me to this disease and my dad is currently battling stage 4, so I do 'somewhat understand the anguish and ups and downs.
There is little I can say other than that I am so very sorry for your loss and if you ever want to talk I am here. You are not alone.
Drinking wine, probably not a good idea. Another evening all alone. Feeling sorry for myself. Saturdays before he was ill were spent having a nice meal (loved to cook) and bottle of wine watching a film, or going out. How things have changed.
I have a two year old and a nine year old so keep me busy My wife was 39 when she died I'm 40! But as soon as the kids are asleep that's when it really hits me I drink wine to then
I miss all the little things Like when she's having a shower hiding behind the door but obviously she knew I was there.Or even just cuddling on the sofa So I completely understand what you're saying it's horrible
He was 49, 10 days off 50 when he died. Must be worse for you having kids. Everything reminds me of him. God it hurts. Sleep is a thing of the past, either have nightmares or lie awake unable to sleep.
Having children keeps me distracted and I'm very proud to keep her bloodline going if that makes any sense yes it's hard! Like I said it's all the little things the rest of the world didn't get to see I miss? It's hard but you must remember your husband is in no more pain I know that doesn't count for much because you want him back just like I do! Just take one day at a time I also miss adult company
I met her along time ago but ten years ago we got together 2019 Had a wonderful wedding so I only had one valentines card from her as a husband Which is really sad yes life isn't fair at all I thought we would grow old together obviously not
I had no valentines as wife, and was hard last Sunday all alone. 31st March our 1st anniversay is going to be hard. Plus 1 day after eviction date so not sure what will happen. Apparently courts will hear none payments and anti social ones first so might have a few more weeks. We were going to buy a house this year, plans from a year ago before he was ill and would have taken out life insurance. But didn't do that and now wish we had. Just shows you shouldn't put it off.
31 March that's my wife's birthday!!! My wife never had life Insurance Not even myself had any kind of living for the day but I know what you mean! Life has a way of being cruel to the people they've done nothing wrong that's what I find hard all my wife was a kind considerate person and it was taken from the world it seems like cancer any takes good people
31 March that's my wife's birthday!!! My wife never had life Insurance Not even myself had any kind of living for the day but I know what you mean! Life has a way of being cruel to the people they've done nothing wrong that's what I find hard all my wife was a kind considerate person and it was taken from the world it seems like cancer any takes good people
