I lost my wife to cancer recently and I have never felt so alone. I am experiencing all kinds of extreme emotions from grief to guilt. I really want to connect and talk to others who have been through this terrible period.
I lost my wife to cancer recently and I have never felt so alone. I am experiencing all kinds of extreme emotions from grief to guilt. I really want to connect and talk to others who have been through this terrible period.
Yes I get that totally as well - I want Rossella to stay with me and not go anywhere.
I want her to wait for me.
To stick around until I can join her.
That is my main comfort right now.
I will be with her again.
That's a lovely way of looking at things I want to think like that but your talking 40 years time I don't want to wate that long x
You have to do it for your children - that would be her wish I am sure.
You wouldn't want your children to go through these same emotions.
Your right mate that one of the last things we spoke about we love each other so much please look after our children I love them and I love you tell the kids I'm sorry I couldn't beat cancer that just makes me cry some more
So sorry for your loss. I lost my husband in June and it still feels like yesterday, the emptiness and feeling so alone is terrible.
Chatting on here to people does help, having your family and friends close will also help but very difficult in lockdown,
I went back to work and try and keep myself busy all the time to keep my mind active.
seek counselling through your GP it might help you alot.
take care
Debbie x
Yes it is the emptiness and loneliness which is brutal.
I realized a few days ago that until I met Rossella I had always somehow felt alone - she completed me.
I was blessed that she fell into my life.
There were still so many incomplete communications before she passed and that is very hard for me.
It just happened so fast.
The thought of going back to work is really tough but I guess in the end it will help me to distract my mind.
I am really afraid that my life now is going to be about seeking distractions from this hell.
Yes i think you are right it is hell and trying to keep occupied is hard.
Going back to work is daunting but the best decision i made to be honest it has helped me alot.
I was already Furloughed from March up to him passing away because when covid hit they stopped his treatment and had to sheild.
So glad you did find each other just so sad you had to part. Its a very cruel world.
The saying is life goes on but its not easy.
take care x
How are things today mate?
Did you have a good day today?
Yes been to work,
I work in a Building Society so classed has key workers, still have to stay open during lockdown.
Alittle bit boring due to people staying at home so not as busy.
How you been today? hope it's not been too bad and you've managed to go a walk?