Hi 

I'm so sorry for your recent loss!

i lost my mother to cancer of unknown primary 27/11/18 I was only 18 years old. I felt so alone once this had happened as it happened so quickly and tragically. I found many ways of coping with my loss but talking about my grief to others who cooks relate to me really helped as they could understand my rollercoaster of emotions! 

hope you are doing okay

Gabriella x 
 

So nice to meet you Gabriella! I read your post and cried - no one should lose a mother so young. I am so sorry. 

Yes it does help me to talk here and I don't feel I have to hold anything back. The loneliness and emptiness is an awful thing to cope with. I lost my 'rock' and it's crushing.

Do you still have the rollercoaster? Are you coping better?

I am finding ways of coping but I fear that all I am doing is putting walls and barriers up to the emotions and I feel like my emotions are numbing. They are just as raw as ever when a wall cracks.

I think the more I cry the better as I am sure it needs to come out and there is alot to come out.

How was your week?

Rich xx

I totally understand mate ......

We have to get through this life though even if the spark has gone out of it.

Something good has got to happen for us - I'm sure our soul mates are going to help us.

Xx

I am really struggling today  mate x

Same here - cried alot today. Day almost over xx

I'm going to get martyne s ashes tomorrow  feel rubbish it's really happening x

Oh gowld .... feel for you! Getting Rossella's ashes next week - can't believe it.

Will drive to Scotland to scatter them - it was her wish. 

When I go mine in same spot! 

I know that's going to be really tough for you to get those - I am with you tomorrow .....

Xx

Thanks mate x hope your ok 

Will be thinking of you today mate

Xx

Got her ashes home still no let up in this pain hope your ok ?

Ok mate - very bad morning for me - crying so much now I am getting headaches. Better now - couldn't survive whole day like that. Just come back from a walk.

I want your day to get better!

Xx

Richard/Chris,

Hi just been reading last few messages, hope you both ok. 

Keep taking one day at a time its like hurdles, not easy by no means and glad you two talk daily and exchange feelings its a great way of getting through each day.

Take care

Debbie xx

Richard/Chris,

Hi just been reading last few messages, hope you both ok. 

Keep taking one day at a time its like hurdles, not easy by no means and glad you two talk daily and exchange feelings its a great way of getting through each day.

Take care

Debbie xx