I lost my wife to cancer recently and I have never felt so alone. I am experiencing all kinds of extreme emotions from grief to guilt. I really want to connect and talk to others who have been through this terrible period.
I feel just the same mate and asked the same questions over in my head I'm week I've lost the one person that really loves me for being me : I will go on I have to seem a crazy but I want my life to end no one can make me happy like martyne did x
Ok mate - very bad morning for me - crying so much now I am getting headaches. Better now - couldn't survive whole day like that. Just come back from a walk.
