Hi Kerrie

I know the pain you're going through when you lost someone who is so near and dear. I lost my son who was 34 years old on 21, August from pancreatic cancer. He was healthy, in fact he was extremely health conscious. It was so sudden, there were no sign and symptoms. I cry everyday, I miss my Sunny so much, we lived together, had wonderful happy life, now I'm left heart broken, empty house, sadness.

Like you anything I eat reminds me my son. Morning and night time is worse, when I see his empty room, miss his good morning mum, good night mum. 
 

Life is cruel. Have you tried counselling? It takes the edge of your pain, you can pour your feeling, cry as much as you like. They are empathetic. Someone suggested me to keep the radio on (talking bbc 4j to break the silence. If you want to talk, share your emotion you can message us anytime whenever you are down. For me when I talk to someone and cry makes me feel little better. Don't hold it , let it out, cryi is part of healing.

Take care,

Big hug

Ash x

Hi Kerrie

I know the pain you're going through when you lost someone who is so near and dear. I lost my son who was 34 years old on 21, August from pancreatic cancer. He was healthy, in fact he was extremely health conscious. It was so sudden, there were no sign and symptoms. I cry everyday, I miss my Sunny so much, we lived together, had wonderful happy life, now I'm left heart broken, empty house, sadness.

Like you anything I eat reminds me my son. Morning and night time is worse, when I see his empty room, miss his good morning mum, good night mum. 
 

Life is cruel. Have you tried counselling? It takes the edge of your pain, you can pour your feeling, cry as much as you like. They are empathetic. Someone suggested me to keep the radio on (talking bbc 4j to break the silence. If you want to talk, share your emotion you can message us anytime whenever you are down. For me when I talk to someone and cry makes me feel little better. Don't hold it , let it out, cryi is part of healing.

Take care,

Big hug

Ash x

I am so sorry for your loss, losing a son is something i can never imagine but sadly we lost my nephew in May so my brother knows the pain of what you're going through. 

It wasn't through cancer though he had been killed in an accident on the road. 

Hi Kerrie

Thank you for your kind words. I can imagine what your brother is going through, when someone dies so sudden, so young. My son and myself had dreams and expectations and we had our hopes of thriving life.  The crashing of these hopes has given me deep heartache. I will never be the same again. Part of me has lost.

Take care

big hug

Ash x