Hi there,

sorry to hear about your loss. I too lost my precious son only couple of weeks ago. This lethal pancreatic cancer took him away. There was no sign and symptoms, he was eating healthy, exercising an hour everyday, working full time. Only two weeks history of back pain, one week of shortness of breath and palpitation, fourth week he was admitted to hospital right after a week my Sunny died in my arm. He was so strong and positive, kept telling me I'll fight for it even if it's cancer. 

we were living together, my daughter moved to Scotland last year with her boyfriend. My son was my best friend, we shared music, cooking, we use to take turn in travelling as we both love travelling around the world. 
he was kind and gentle person, health conscious, no alcohol, no cigarettes, no fizzy drinks. I'm still in state of shock that my child has taken away so sudden so young.

im waiting for counselling from cruise bereavement support, as I'm in such a unbearable pain, finding difficult to cope. Please ring cruise bereavement support or helpline. They're supportive.

i know only the people who lost their loved one knows the feelings and pain.

look after yourself 

a grieving mother

Ash
 

I understand how you feel, I lost my mum in March this year and I don't think I will ever be happy again. I just can't imagine how I am going to keep going without her, she was my whole world. We lived together so I am constantly aware that she is gone. I believe I will see her again but I'm only 52 so I know it is likely to be many years away. I'm just so terribly sad all the time.