Hi Victoria,

sorry to hear your loss. I have lost my precious son 34 years old on 21st August 2020 just after a day we got the bone marrow biopsy results which was pancreatic cancer not curable was given a week to live. He had no symptoms just started with really bad back pain on mid July   I thought maybe he pulled his muscles while exercising, as he use to do regular exercise and swimming. GP thought it was sciatica was prescribed gabapentin, it didn't help him along with other painkillers. Third week he developed shortness of breath and palpitation. Fourth week he was admitted to hospital, after blood test found out his haemoglobin was 85 which is very low for normal person. Doctor thought Leukaemia, had CT scan, X-ray bloods test didn't show nothing. He was so positive and strong, kept telling me I'm strong and positive don't worry mum. After seventh day of admission we got Results. It was devastating news, we both cried, I manage to call all his friends and family. My daughter came from Scotland. Everybody was shocked, just couple of weeks ago he was normal healthy man. Next day he passed away in my arm. He never smoked, no alcohol, no fizzy drinks, regular exercise, very health conscious. He was kind, gentle, caring loving child of mine. We were living together, very close. He loved travelling, trekking, reading, video games, music and was writing his food journal wherever he traveled. I miss my son so much, I'm heart broken, pain is just unbearable.

ill be really glad to hear from you. We can share our pain.

a grieving mother 

Ash

Hi Victoria,

sorry to hear your loss. I have lost my precious son 34 years old on 21st August 2020 just after a day we got the bone marrow biopsy results which was pancreatic cancer not curable was given a week to live. He had no symptoms just started with really bad back pain on mid July   I thought maybe he pulled his muscles while exercising, as he use to do regular exercise and swimming. GP thought it was sciatica was prescribed gabapentin, it didn't help him along with other painkillers. Third week he developed shortness of breath and palpitation. Fourth week he was admitted to hospital, after blood test found out his haemoglobin was 85 which is very low for normal person. Doctor thought Leukaemia, had CT scan, X-ray bloods test didn't show nothing. He was so positive and strong, kept telling me I'm strong and positive don't worry mum. After seventh day of admission we got Results. It was devastating news, we both cried, I manage to call all his friends and family. My daughter came from Scotland. Everybody was shocked, just couple of weeks ago he was normal healthy man. Next day he passed away in my arm. He never smoked, no alcohol, no fizzy drinks, regular exercise, very health conscious. He was kind, gentle, caring loving child of mine. We were living together, very close. He loved travelling, trekking, reading, video games, music and was writing his food journal wherever he traveled. I miss my son so much, I'm heart broken, pain is just unbearable.

ill be really glad to hear from you. We can share our pain.

a grieving mother 

Ash