Hi there ...

So so sorry your going through this heartbraking time at the moment... be kind to yourself, as this first year is a a raw year .. lots of "this time last year"  and that's the price we pay having a loving parent .. 

I remember it well .. but now your mum lives in your heart .. you are half of her, you can take her with you on your journey through life... she will see through you eyes .. 

Cancer is so crule ... so try and push the last painful memories away .. and remember that mum that was pre cancer .. the mum who brought you up .. there's no easy way round grief .. it's trying to balance feelings, so feelings come out.. but not 24/7 ... sending you a vertual hug... Chrissie x

Hi

reading through these posts,we can all see ourselves. The pain we feel the loss we share , the endless despair. Is there some comfort in that,that we all feel the sMe. No one can ever prepare us for the loss of our mums, until it happens we don't want to accept it even might. I lost my wonderful mum in April to bowel cancer. It rings true you wake up and as soon as you do it all starts realing away. It's horrid,all I can add is hang on in there. We don't know what else is ahead for our lives,so having had our mums in the first place was a blessing. Be proud of who you are, you are because she was, no one will ever change that. Take care everyone,dig deep. Xxxxx

jayne