Hi everyone, On April 13th 2020 my mum sadly passed away from breast cancer, she was only 50 and i feel completely broken. I have good days and bad days and i miss her a lot. I'm 17 and It's just me and my dad in the house, When she passed I couldn't come home for 2 nights and stayed at my brothers, I couldn't bare to come home. My mum was my best friend and i regret not spending enough time with her. I have dreams that she's still here but bad dreams, it's like my dream self knows that my mum passed so it's more like a nightmare. most mornings i wake up thinking that my mums death was a nightmare and get that nice relief for 2 seconds before reality hits me. My mum was always the person i could truly count on and now that she's not here i feel so lost. My mum always worried about me and how i'd be if she passed, but if i'm like her i'll remain strong, It's just so hard because she wanted to do so many things and see so many things. I just don't know what to do from now on and i'm just needing a bit of help.
Thank you for taking the time to read this :) Take care
