My mum passed away last week from cancer which had spread to her brain. She was told she had brain mets & there was nothing they could do & a week later she passed away. We had a holiday booked for that week to her favourite place & I feel even more cheated that she didn't even get to make it there one last time because of the cancer.
I'm so devastated as the week before this she was told the new immunotherapy she was on was working and the cancer was shrinking!
Mum was my best friend, we spoke every day, saw each other as much as we could and we went on holiday often when she was well enough. I feel like I've lost such a big part of me.
Mum was only in her 50s and I feel so upset and angry that she won't get to see my baby grow up and I am struggling to get any sleep because I keep having nightmares. I've signed up for counselling after mum's funeral but feel talking to others who have experienced loss due to cancer at a young age may help me.
Bex
