Hi,
I just wanted to put out there as the weeks go on since my mum’s sudden death to Lung Cancer, how is everything slowly getting harder and harder. I feel my emotions are all over the place and I am possibly suffering from some sort of trauma with flashbacks now happening, back to our time spent in the Hospital. I feel so helpless and alone most days. I beg inside for my partner to scoop me up and tell me it’s all going to be ok. But how can anyone possibly relate. My mum solved all my problems. I’m beginning to think how we never discussed death and how much she meant to me and how thankful I was for everything she done for me. I feel such regret now and again that’s replaying in my mind too. She was so brave and never let us see she was in pain or scared. I’m not trying to play the victim, I just don’t get how you numb the pain when everyone around you is carrying on with their normal lives.
