my mum was was our mum, with 3 girls. My dad was dad. 

They both worked along to help us achieve. 

Mum was a quiet woman. Looked after us 3 girls while dad worked away. 

In 2016 mum had chronic tummy pains. She had just come back from seeing my youngest sister in the Us.  Obviously with dad. 

She was in bed for at least 7 days  as she wouldn’t let us call an ambulance or doctor. 

I did on the 7 day. She had a life saying operation which was 50/50. She survived. Thankfully.  Was in intentensive care for about 10-14 days.  

She came home about 6 weeks later and was doing great 

then was told she would be have the cancer tablets for stomach cancer  but all would be ok  

when she had healed started 

 cancer drugs about Nov Dec 2016  

She was fine until last couple of months  up to Christmas 2016.  I helped her with dinner Christmas Day. But I knew things were not right. 

She was a&e Christmas Eve.    Which I did not no at the time. Went back again on 30  december  2016 This is after finishing the chemo tablets. 

She didn’t come out until the 3 January 2017. 

While in a&e we were told they could not do any more for her. Only palliative care.

She came home and we looked after her. Seeing her slowly deteriorate and died on the 11 April 2017   

I am beside my self with grief hate denial. How should I cope. It’s nearly 2 years now.