Hi go spk to dr they can arrange all sorts of help out there also cruz helpline for bereaved people samaritans theres a lot of kind people out there you just need to ask. my partner Lizzie died on 29th april and her funeral was monday ime going through hell but these people are keeping me going and some nice ones on here even though they are having great troubles themselves they have found the time to comfort me .your not alone and you are with people that realy do know how you feel regards paul