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Missing John

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My John died 9months ago yesterday.i do wish I could have him back,he was my best friend and the nicest person I have ever know.i,m ok when I'm busy but everything I do ,every where I go and everything I  have,has memories attach which make me cry.

All our lives together and with our children ,we used to say "make happy memories" which we did and I love him for it ,and I want to be better than this for him but it is so hard...I feel as though I don't want to let go

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    Hi tonic

    Can relate to your words and send you a virtual hug.  Lost my 'John' three years ago but as you say sometimes the emotions/memories still hurt.  I know it just shows how lucky I was to have in my life for so many years and have the support of children and grandchildren (new grandchild due in July so another emotional blip then I am sure!) but the loss of best friend and soulmate leaves a hole that is difficult to fill (not that I want to!!) and 'thinking time' when not so busy is always precious/nostalgic.

    Have just returned from a long walk (my kind of therapy).

    Look after yourself.  Jules

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    Hi tonic

    Can relate to your words and send you a virtual hug.  Lost my 'John' three years ago but as you say sometimes the emotions/memories still hurt.  I know it just shows how lucky I was to have in my life for so many years and have the support of children and grandchildren (new grandchild due in July so another emotional blip then I am sure!) but the loss of best friend and soulmate leaves a hole that is difficult to fill (not that I want to!!) and 'thinking time' when not so busy is always precious/nostalgic.

    Have just returned from a long walk (my kind of therapy).

    Look after yourself.  Jules

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