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Missing John

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My John died 9months ago yesterday.i do wish I could have him back,he was my best friend and the nicest person I have ever know.i,m ok when I'm busy but everything I do ,every where I go and everything I  have,has memories attach which make me cry.

All our lives together and with our children ,we used to say "make happy memories" which we did and I love him for it ,and I want to be better than this for him but it is so hard...I feel as though I don't want to let go

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    Hi Tonic.

    I know exactly what you mean. I don't have the best advice or any at all as I'm struggling myself with the loss of my darling Sam. All I can offer is my heartfelt condolences and know that somebody out there is feeling your pain too.

    May God bless you with peace and comfort during this very sad time.

     

    Love Berney.

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    Thanks Berney for taking the time to reply,considering what you are going through,I do hope you are doing ok and looking after yourself.i am further down the road on this journey than you and I must say some days when I'm busy at work or doing things ,I feel ok other to mm es especially when I see something I would love John to see and share it hits me all over again.I hope your struggle is bearable for you,hope you have someone to turn to to give you a hug when you need it x tonic

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    Thanks Berney for taking the time to reply,considering what you are going through,I do hope you are doing ok and looking after yourself.i am further down the road on this journey than you and I must say some days when I'm busy at work or doing things ,I feel ok other to mm es especially when I see something I would love John to see and share it hits me all over again.I hope your struggle is bearable for you,hope you have someone to turn to to give you a hug when you need it x tonic

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