hi there, I’m very new to this. My mum passed away 3 months ago from secondary breast cancer, just 2 1/2 weeks after diagnosis. She had an awful time with ascites, jaundice etc. She was only 52. I have two young children 4 and 1, their dad works away a lot so it is mostly just me and them. I feel I’ve barely even grieved for my mum, it’s been a whirlwind ever since, with my gran dying 6 weeks after my mum from cancer too, having to juggle going back to work after a years maternity and some sick due to Mum being ill! I guess my question is, has anyone grieved later on for their lost loved one, some days are better than others but everyday I wake up and my hearts so heavy, but I’ve never really broken down in tears, the way I have watched others grieve for my mum. I miss her unbelievably and if I could do anything to bring her back I’d be doing it, but is this normal? Can people react the way I am? I feel people must think I’m cold hearted but inside my heart really is broken!
