Hi Lucy i'm sorry about the loss of your mom. It takes time to come to terms with this kind of loss, and a month is no time at all. It's so very hard when we're grieving for a loved one, sometimes our feelings can feel unbearable, but it's something we all haveto go through. Just take each day at a time, don't think about tomorrow. Just allow yourself to "be". There is no set time on these feelings, but i pomise you that you will learn to live with your feelings in time. I get the feeling you're still quite young, if you have siblings, spend time with them, because that helped me alot when my mom died. If not then anybody that knew your mom that you can share your feelings, memories with. And talk lots if that's what you feel you need to do. It really does help. Love to you and your family x