I lost my beautiful Mum in May 2016 from osphagus cancer which spread throughout her body with a rapid deterioration at the end. Mum was my best friend , was one of my birthing partners being with me at the birth of my daughter and an amazing lady. I miss her terribly and have some very bad days , night times are the worse. I still have my dad, a brother and live with my husband and daughter who was extremely close to my mum. Cancer is an awful disease that needs beating. I believe that there is another life and that we will meet again too many things have happened since mum passed away , coincidence?maybe but it brings comfort to me.