I'm so sorry for your loss Lucy, I too lost my mum to cancer 4weeks ago & am really struggling to come to terms with the reality of living life without my mum. She only got her diagnosis 4weeks before we lost her, up until then we had no idea she was even poorly. Sitting reading all the posts on here makes you realise how many people have to deal with losing loved ones to cancer. I hope talking to people that understand is helping you find a way threw.

Hi Lucy, sorry to hear about your mum, its early days yet and although you knew it was coming its still a big shock to the system. When the times right (and everyones different) you will feel the loss and grieve in your own way. It may take a couple of days, a week or even months but it will eventually hit you. xx