My mum passed away in July 2025 from small cell lung cancer that spread around her body super quickly. I dream.about her alot and in my dreams she's always alive but is still dying from cancer. Thes dreams are heartbreaking as there like I'm preparing to loose her all over again. I don't really know why I'm writing this here but I miss her dreadfully, I still cry over her every couple of days. My mum was exactly 1 month away from turning 61 so in my eyes still fairly young. If you've taken the time to read my ramblings then I thank you x