I lost my husband two weeks ago today. He was the love of my life. I honestly haven't got a bad word to say about him. The emptiness I feel can't be put into words. Its overwhelming. At night, I cry and cry. Everyone tells me this is all part of the grief process but that doesn't make it any easier to bare. I'm snowed under with making arrangements and sorting things out. If only I could wish him back to me. I realise someone may answer ths post and say things get easier but that feels like a million miles away. In many ways the pain of losing him is all I have.
