Hi I lost my beloved husband to penile cancer on 23rd November, I'm really struggling as we only found out on 22nd October, as the hospital kept sending him home and not doing anything until it was too late, it's been nearly 6 weeks now and I miss him so much, I just want him back, we were together for 22 years 

Hi,Poppet1973 

6 weeks isn’t long at all when you have spent what’s a life time together, I was with my husband for 32 years married for 25 almost 26 , I get your anger and frustration over the doctors, my husband was meant to have a second brain surgery in December 23 but it was cancelled due to the doctors strike and then it became inoperable. You’re not alone, I want my husband back too, I found Christmas and new year really hard. As your name has 1973 in I guess that’s your birth year, that’s mine too, would be nice to chat, my grief tends to come in waves of uncontrollable tears, today I feel ok ,,I hope you’re doing okay well the best you can be at least, I’m looking forward to get back to work so I have something to keep my mind off everything 

Hi,Poppet1973 

6 weeks isn’t long at all when you have spent what’s a life time together, I was with my husband for 32 years married for 25 almost 26 , I get your anger and frustration over the doctors, my husband was meant to have a second brain surgery in December 23 but it was cancelled due to the doctors strike and then it became inoperable. You’re not alone, I want my husband back too, I found Christmas and new year really hard. As your name has 1973 in I guess that’s your birth year, that’s mine too, would be nice to chat, my grief tends to come in waves of uncontrollable tears, today I feel ok ,,I hope you’re doing okay well the best you can be at least, I’m looking forward to get back to work so I have something to keep my mind off everything 

Thank you, at the moment I'm not too good, I gave up work just before Xmas as I wanted some time to sort my head out 

At the moment I’m still working, I need it to keep my mind off things, I find working good for the social aspect , the only thing I can say is try and find something to keep you busy I find it helps me, at the moment I’m doing some redecorating some of the rooms in my house