Hello , I also lost my mum on the 21st February 2023 I completely understand your pain .In October 2022 Mum went for an ultrasound as she had been having a pain when she coughed ,then a ct scan a week later which showed gallbladder cancer that had spread to her liver and lining of her stomach.Finding out my mum was terminal was devastating . Me and my sisters were in complete shock that's when I feel our grieving began .Our Mum as always been there she was our best friend We looked after Mum took time off work had amazing memories there were ups and downs along the way .Our lovely Amazing Mum went downhill fast ,I always told Mum I want you to have a peaceful Death and constantly told the pallative care nurse my wishes for Mum , it wasn't to be Mum was agitated after the syringe driver was put in place . This torments me seeing my mum not being able to breathe I am having councilling through pallative care and taking one day at a time .My heart goes out to you your mums spirit will always be with you I do truly believe this so please get councilling and take one day at a time x

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Hello , I also lost my mum on the 21st February 2023 I completely understand your pain .In October 2022 Mum went for an ultrasound as she had been having a pain when she coughed ,then a ct scan a week later which showed gallbladder cancer that had spread to her liver and lining of her stomach.Finding out my mum was terminal was devastating . Me and my sisters were in complete shock that's when I feel our grieving began .Our Mum as always been there she was our best friend We looked after Mum took time off work had amazing memories there were ups and downs along the way .Our lovely Amazing Mum went downhill fast ,I always told Mum I want you to have a peaceful Death and constantly told the pallative care nurse my wishes for Mum , it wasn't to be Mum was agitated after the syringe driver was put in place . This torments me seeing my mum not being able to breathe I am having councilling through pallative care and taking one day at a time .My heart goes out to you your mums spirit will always be with you I do truly believe this so please get councilling and take one day at a time x

Sending hugs your way you are not alone