I'm sorry about your mum I lost my mum  just over 12 months ago and I will be honest with you it gets harder to deal with before it gets better I am 58 and feel like a child again missing my mum I'm totally lost without her but I know deep down she's at piece and out of pain and that's what we want right it doesn't matter how young or old you are your mum is your mum right . Maybe counselling will help you or if you don't feel you can do that family members maybe you can talk to no easy answers but please remember your mum wouldn't want you not eating or looking after yourself you must take care of yourself I have drunk and eaten a lot throughout my grief and it isn't the answer it doesn't make you feel any better trust me . I'm here if you need to talk to someone that's not family x

I'm sorry about your mum I lost my mum  just over 12 months ago and I will be honest with you it gets harder to deal with before it gets better I am 58 and feel like a child again missing my mum I'm totally lost without her but I know deep down she's at piece and out of pain and that's what we want right it doesn't matter how young or old you are your mum is your mum right . Maybe counselling will help you or if you don't feel you can do that family members maybe you can talk to no easy answers but please remember your mum wouldn't want you not eating or looking after yourself you must take care of yourself I have drunk and eaten a lot throughout my grief and it isn't the answer it doesn't make you feel any better trust me . I'm here if you need to talk to someone that's not family x