My Dad was only given months to live but passed after a short number of weeks. I can't get my head round the fact he's gone. I keep going over our recent conversations, him holding my hand and hugging me, his hopes and plans for the future. I keep getting urges to ring or text him and then it hits me that I can't. I keep getting the usual "he's at peace now" and "he'd not want you to cry" but that's making my angry for some reason. I just wish it was a dream and I'll wake up :(
